When it comes to holidays, there tend to
be two camps of people; those who love
them and those who hate them. Rarely do
you find too many people in between.
Which are you?
Holidays are complicated. At
first glance, it would seem they are
simply a time reserved to celebrate the
respective events and spiritual beliefs
with family and friends. But upon closer
examination they represent so much more.
Holidays also serve as an annual
relationship evaluation of sorts.
Think about it. You see, holidays have a
very subtle, but powerful way of
informing us about the exact nature of
our relationships with friends and
family. When the holiday is drawing near
we slowly become much more aware of the
exact nature of our connections with
friends and family. In some cases we
eagerly anticipate reconnecting with
family and friends that we don't see
enough of during the year. Or in other
cases, we find ourselves planning and
scheming ways to avoid certain
gatherings and the pain of seeing this
person or that person.
All of the unfinished business in our
relationships has a way of slowly
revealing itself during the holiday
season. Similar to how the cool air of
autumn slowly and predictably chills
into the cold winds of winter without
our really noticing until suddenly we
feel very cold. Whether we experience
the guilt of not spending more time with
those we love, grieving the death of a
loved one who we won't be seeing, or
dreading the pain of having to spend
more time than we want with those to
whom we feel obligated - holidays will
serve as an unrelenting reminder of
exactly what is going on with our
relationships.
How we respond to these symbolic events
reveals our own priorities, values and
feelings about our various
relationships. For gay men and women in
relationships, struggles often begin to
brew around this time of the year as
each partner is deciding how to
celebrate the holidays together while
also seeking or avoiding time spent with
our family of-origin. These struggles,
of course, are not unique to gay
couples. Heterosexuals must negotiate
these details too!
What is different, though, is that when
a heterosexual couple marries, the
family-of-origin typically expects the
new couple to celebrate holiday's
together. That is after all what couples
do, right? The struggle is about where
the two of them will go, not whether or
not the two of them will go together!
And I've never heard a married couple
fretting about where they'll sleep
(different or same bedrooms) when they
visit family.
I can't recall a single incident where a
married woman said to her husband,
"Honey, I wonder if we should sleep in
separate rooms so my parents won't be
uncomfortable." Have you? Same-sex
couples often negotiate by saying "you
go to your family's, and I'll go to
mine." The real message being, "you make
your family happy and comfortable and
I'll make mine happy and comfortable."
And then there is the whole population
of same-sex couples who are not "out" to
their families at all, which almost
guarantees a distant holiday (even if
celebrated together as a "friend" who
has come home with you).
Whatever the exact nature of your
situation, I suspect you can relate to
the notion that holidays will challenge
even the healthiest of same-sex couples
to create boundaries that are designed
to protect your relationship with your
partner, rather than your relationship
with your family. I often refer to the
process of shifting your focus from
protecting your family of-origin, to
protecting your partner relationship as
"growing up." Growing up means
separating from our parents and making
choices that affirm our adult lives and
relationships. What are your priorities
as you move into this holiday season?
Have you made relationship-affirming
choices for yourself and your life?